I need more friggin dedication! i'm slacking off again. STOP IT ME. Stop it. but now it's harder than ever because i'm starting to feel like raves and raving culture are starting to consume my life. the music. omg. the music. i sit down now and start listening to the music and before i know it, i'm leaning back on my chair with my eyes half-closed, lost in the beats and feeling like I'm transcending space-time. its some trippy shit. i havent felt like this about anything in a while. not even when i rolled before have i felt like i do now. its ecstatic! amazing! i could have a crap ass day but i get in my car or come home and listen to my music and it all goes away, fills all the void i feel within.

I miss my iPod soo fucking much right now.